natashka's Diaryland Diary

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2007-10-13 - i got a 3.35 raise today.
2007-10-13 - i got a 3.35 raise today.
2007-10-08 - i like physical activity but i hate exercise.
2006-12-19 - amazing grace
2006-03-31 - go fuck yourself.
2005-10-07 - -
2005-08-21 - flaming confusion
2005-07-28 - I LOVE Ambien.
2005-07-26 - is this thing on?
2005-07-11 - bloodflowers
2004-10-17 - quilting
2004-08-31 - -
2004-06-27 - boreborebore
2004-01-07 - too old for firsts
2003-12-12 - dean, beans, and some missing eggs.
2003-11-25 - litebook has changed my life, dudes.
2003-10-08 - i have an earache
2003-10-02 - so much for faith in self.
2003-09-30 - xmas is coming and i need to go shopping.
2003-09-22 - because i gotta pay rent.
2003-09-18 - a year feels like what two weeks felt like when i was four.
2003-09-17 - stupid is as stupid does.
2003-09-16 - like anything good ever came from fighting.
2003-09-13 - so many funerals, so little time.
2003-09-13 - hmm, did i say god? i meant someone else.
2003-09-11 - i hate the usa heathcare unsystem.
2003-09-10 - i need to get a grip.
2003-09-04 - worthless ugly stupid cat (yeahhh...the \"cat\")
2003-08-21 - i have nothing else to say.
2003-07-10 - i'm an optimist
2003-07-07 - i feel like tearing off my skin.
2003-07-02 - post-grad update
2003-06-18 - brother can you spare a dime
2003-06-05 - yes, virgina, i CAN do research.
2003-06-05 - yes, virgina, i CAN do research.
2003-05-27 - i'm almost done
2003-05-24 - i'm procrastinating. right.now...
2003-05-21 - i could have been a norwegian soccer mom.
2003-05-08 - you'll poke your eye out, kid!
2003-05-05 - i perform quite well under pressure.
2003-05-05 - i perform quite well under pressure.
2003-05-02 - i ate cheesecake and buffalo wings for breakfast.
2003-05-01 - care and kindness are just great, but why do i have to extend those things to myself?
2003-04-30 - stunning. just astonished.
2003-04-28 - prelude to a kiss
2003-04-08 - chickenshit conformsist like your parents
2003-04-07 - a hat and sunglasses
2003-03-13 - the one where i beg for food.
2003-03-02 - i must seize this moment now.
2003-02-19 - i have to go to bed so i can write more goddamn thesis.
2003-02-10 - i wish sometimes for more strength of character.
2003-02-07 - i'm going to go have another salad right now.
2003-02-07 - i'm going to go have another salad right now.
2003-02-04 - i still get no fucking results.
2003-01-30 - call it desensitization training.
2003-01-28 - i rawk.
2003-01-22 - tired and stoney
2003-01-22 - cranky rant about cardio
2003-01-21 - i must go fetch a cup of coffee and a scone
2003-01-20 - nothing personal
2003-01-18 - sooooooooooooooo sleepy...............
2003-01-17 - i'm going to the fucking unemployment office.
2003-01-14 - still an incredible shrinking woman
2003-01-13 - the incredible shrinking woman
2003-01-10 - i have a shot at being thin again - and it does not involve a gastric bypass!
2002-12-30 - attention deficit disorder day
2002-12-27 - don't fucking touch me.
2002-12-27 - wave of mutilation
2002-12-26 - time to go
2002-12-26 - i'm a loser baby so why don't you kill me
2002-12-19 - i need sleep for my pretty little snot-filled head.
2002-12-03 - thanksgiving turkeys, including the guests
2002-12-01 - i'll go at my own motherfucking pace, thank you.
2002-11-13 - i'm just not cute anymore.
2002-11-08 - sothing salve for my intake valve
2002-10-25 - my stomach hurts like a mofo
2002-10-23 - capitalist pigs
2002-10-17 - drowning
2002-10-16 - fuckity fuck fuck fucker
2002-10-15 - definately, dudes.
2002-10-10 - more boring crap
2002-09-25 - i'm a little teapot...
2002-09-23 - dumb driving
2002-09-20 - hell week in a gubment jawb
2002-09-16 - the one where i bore myself to death.
2002-09-09 - weekend recap of bike related stuff
2002-09-05 - the one where i get to blow peter buck
2002-09-04 - weekend recap, and not very well done at that.
2002-08-29 - how did i make it okay for him to do stuff that pisses him off when i do it?
2002-08-28 - i feel like a total alien
2002-08-26 - THYROID UPDATE
2002-08-23 - test of a script
2002-08-22 - short recap of a big week
2002-08-13 - an update a day keeps the insanity monsters away.
2002-08-13 - beauty and wealth equals personal worth
2002-08-12 - recap of recent events.
2002-08-03 - goodbye to some sickness for now
2002-07-29 - i wish i could do more.
2002-07-27 - i'm so close to yuppieland i can smell it.
2002-07-26 - it wasn't really worth it, was it?
2002-07-20 - on hiatus
2002-07-11 - they even fucking pay me
2002-06-29 - fat obsession redux
2002-06-28 - thank you again for visiting the pollyanna diary.
2002-06-24 - boring crap no one should read
2002-06-22 - this is the one where i completely lose my mind for awhile
2002-06-22 - good stress can kill you
2002-06-20 - swimming
2002-06-18 - the one where the mick and i smoke out
2002-06-14 - holy new chapter of life, batman
2002-06-12 - holy new life, batman
2002-06-09 - i will be on the dean's list for spring.
2002-06-07 - holy shit, how quickly things have changed
2002-06-06 - even more of a planner than before
2002-06-03 - could it be the weed?
2002-06-01 - dinnertime and stuff
2002-05-28 - i fucking hate wal-mart
2002-05-26 - i totally stink, dudes.
2002-05-25 - just another ray of sunshine
2002-05-21 - spring fever and new winnebagos
2002-05-20 - buddhist monks ripped my flesh like frank zappa's weasel
2002-05-18 - i feel foolish.
2002-05-17 - in my next life, i want to come back as a meerkat.
2002-05-13 - do the math
2002-05-13 - i love kate so much it hurts
2002-05-10 - i am so fucking cool.
2002-05-09 - still on the dole
2002-05-08 - i'm in trouble
2002-05-05 - narc free for the first tme in four years
2002-05-02 - gone drinkin'
2002-04-25 - i fucking hate plagiarists
2002-04-24 - no more bleeding heels, ma!
2002-04-22 - dreams really do come true in nat's world.
2002-04-16 - holy fucking shit she's going down again.
2002-04-14 - conflict and communication
2002-04-11 - truly nauseating crap
2002-04-10 - water, water, everywhere.
2002-04-06 - i deserve good things
2002-04-05 - what a sweet bundle of joy...
2002-04-04 - passive aggressive idiot
2002-04-03 - maybe it's spring
2002-04-02 - spring, school, and lard.
2002-03-30 - i'm trying to be good.
2002-03-28 - i can swear like a trucker
2002-03-27 - 5 am bedtime
2002-03-26 - random spring break bullshit
2002-03-23 - niente
2002-03-21 - it's freakin' over
2002-03-19 - way cool
2002-03-18 - insane ramblings
2002-03-15 - al-anon and other accidental fortunes
2002-03-14 - i feel pretty...
2002-03-14 - the daphne is in bloom.
2002-03-13 - the one where i almost boge on the gym, dude
2002-03-11 - where is the mick?
2002-03-10 - cheapest home remedy for a yeast infection - EVER
2002-03-09 - 30 days to buff bitchin biceps
2002-03-08 - dude, this is the one where i slip
2002-03-08 - i'm making deals again
2002-03-07 - i'm truly psycho, and NOT leaving diaryland
2002-03-05 - things heat up for spring
2002-03-20 - this is where i completely shred a teammate
2002-03-02 - fun in the sun with drunks and fatcats
2002-02-28 - i'm a senior planner, dude
2002-02-25 - short and stupid
2002-02-22 - sacramento, here i come
2002-02-20 - have a nice day, dude.
2002-02-18 - holy cancer cells, batman! it's meligulo!!
2002-02-15 - the best valentine's day...EVER!
2002-02-13 - planners are total slackers
2002-02-11 - bullies and downed trees
2002-02-08 - assing out over much ado about nuttin'
2002-02-08 - stormy weather
2002-02-07 - more ranting about my bike and living in loserville
2002-02-06 - whiny boring and...whiny.
2002-02-04 - bye bye pretty pretty bicycle
2002-02-01 - dogs in rain slickers
2002-01-30 - poli sci dumbasses are gonna fry i tell ya
2002-01-29 - bloodletting and other funny stories
2002-01-28 - the one where i get to meet unclebob
2002-01-25 - all of a sudden, i make like social butterfly
2002-01-24 - the insufferable life of a day sleeper
2002-01-23 - dreaming of jailbait
2002-01-23 - dreaming of jailbait
2002-01-22 - angry with self - again.
2002-01-21 - rumbling grumbling mumbling
2002-01-18 - random ramblings
2002-01-15 - this one is even more boring than the old boring one.
2002-01-14 - fat, fit, phat, is it possible?
2002-01-10 - the pigs in this world are unbelieveable sometimes.
2002-01-09 - lavender bath, wine, sopranos
2002-01-07 - chickenshit conformist like my parents
2002-01-03 - terrorizing small children
2002-01-03 - mooshy platitudes on the mick
2002-01-02 - new year entry
2001-12-29 - the one where he gets drunk and falls into the xmas tree
2001-12-26 - merry xmas consumers
2001-12-17 - turn on, tune in, drop out.
2001-12-16 - christmas shopping in white trashville
2001-12-15 - money and borscht, borscht and money...
2001-12-13 - drunk in the morning
2001-12-06 - holy rotten sleep schedule, batman!
2001-11-27 - subliminal mesages are funny
2001-11-26 - i make better fucking gravy than my mom
2001-11-16 - dangerous ramblings and a lotta self-pity
2001-11-14 - ooh, my vagina stinks...
2001-11-13 - wow she complains a helluva lot.
2001-11-12 - pornstars are ultrajaded
2001-11-10 - children are evil
2001-11-07 - house and home - WORK
2001-11-05 - wow i think she really likes me.
2001-11-03 - uberboring crapola
2001-11-03 - sleep, cough, fuck, tease, slap, tickle...
2001-11-01 - soaps are more fun than real life
2001-10-31 - just call me humbert
2001-10-28 - art in pdx
2001-10-24 - more of the same sniveling
2001-10-23 - holy sheepshit it's getting worse batman
2001-10-23 - ow my head
2001-10-22 - i'm greasy and disgusting in this one
2001-10-22 - if you're gonna binge, shouldn't it at least be something you LIKE!?
2001-10-20 - trudging the road of happy destiny?
2001-10-18 - what a difference a pill makes
2001-10-05 - i'm a little poseur, short and stout
2001-10-02 - maya rudolph and ugly girls
2001-10-02 - boring crap about a boring life.
2001-09-28 - seniors...on your mark, set, GO!
2001-09-23 - i thought high school was over 20 years ago.
2001-09-20 - much schmaltz and proselytizing about the meaning of life
2001-09-19 - shrinking like a rotted corpse
2001-09-18 - insane again
2001-09-16 - weekend wrapup
2001-09-12 - this is the end, beautiful friends
2001-09-10 - i fucking hate him. hate him hate him hate him . . .
2001-09-07 - i might just blow his head off is he doesn't kill me first.
2001-09-06 - wahwahwah it hurts it hurts it hurts mommy . . .
2001-08-29 - i fixed his ass but good.
2001-08-24 - i'm not one to gossip, but you gotta hear this one...
2001-08-17 - university housing people suck.
2001-08-16 - this one is dirty
2001-08-14 - what a frigging bastard
2001-08-13 - the cough of shame
2001-08-09 - nothing worth reading here, move along folks...
2001-08-08 - work doesn't suck
2001-08-03 - i can barely believe this myself
2001-07-22 - brats are ripping my flesh
2001-07-19 - how to save your own fucking life
2001-07-16 - boys in babeland
2001-07-16 - hair today...blah, blah, blah...
2001-07-12 - sweet slumber, darkly
2001-07-10 - stupid is as stupid does
2001-07-09 - it's too hot to think.
2001-07-09 - get a job
2001-07-07 - hypochondria
2001-07-06 - insomniacs anonymous
2001-07-05 - exhaustion
2001-07-04 - don't drool on my kitty
2001-07-02 - aholes anonymous
2001-06-30 - just a lonely slob
2001-06-29 - like a day without sunshine
2001-06-26 - splish splash
2001-06-25 - leave it alone, beaver
2001-06-24 - baa! baa!!
2001-06-22 - lonely depressed people suck
2001-06-22 - rage against the supermarket
2001-06-15 - they say i'm fucking funny
2001-06-15 - and who really needs teeth, anyway?
2001-06-14 - shut up or i'll give you something to cry about
2001-06-12 - this is boring don't read it
2001-06-08 - no more pencils, no more books...
2001-06-04 - spreading joy wherever i go
2001-06-03 - gone daddy gone
2001-06-02 - a flock of seagulls just crapped all over my car
2001-06-01 - daily bullshit
2001-05-31 - get a fucking life already
2001-05-31 - she was choppin' broccoli
2001-05-30 - tigerdirect sucks
2001-05-29 - i'll edit this later
2001-05-27 - the mick
2001-05-27 - boilerplate
2001-05-26 - a violent femme
2001-05-26 - fear, food, and fun
2001-05-26 - dance, motherfucker, dance
2001-05-25 - and that's why they call me tangy
2001-05-25 - preachy crap, again.
2001-05-24 - never i thought i'd hear myself say this
2001-05-23 - blue plate special
2001-05-23 - food for thought
2001-05-22 - reasons i'm relatively content for a change
2001-05-20 - fat fat fat
2001-05-17 - reach out and touch someone
2001-05-17 - c+ in c++
2001-05-15 - my tummy hurts
2001-05-08 - sentimental rubbish
2001-05-06 - roast turkey with cinco de mayo
2001-05-05 - where are all the grown ups?
2001-05-01 - spank me too please
2001-04-28 - bite me
2001-04-28 - i love jesus
2001-04-14 - shopping for the perfect lime
2001-04-14 - thank you easter pig, for sacrificing yourself for jesus
2001-03-30 - waiting for godot
2001-03-25 - slow days and avoidant personality disorder
2001-03-24 - 12345 degress of separation
2001-03-20 - mighty freaky week for some. . .thank god it ain't me.
2001-02-20 - i love humanity it's people i can't stand
Monday, March 19, 2001 - the terminal rumi
2001-03-12 - you fucking prick control freak.
2001-03-04 - absolut gagtime
2001-02-05 - ssdd
2001-02-01 - fools
2001-01-04 - feisty cave girl
2000-12-23 - 190 and counting
2000-12-18 - drama, trauma, rage, etcetera
2000-11-27 - turkey day rumblings
2000-11-05 - meltdown on main street
2000-10-25 - gloria steinem and grrl power
2000-10-16 - aches and pains
2000-10-07 - amazing grace and the elusive O
2000-10-04 - sleepy and pissed off
2000-09-22 - tantrum, rinse, repeat
2000-09-16 - recant
2000-09-14 - grief, briefs and boxers
2000-09-09 - gathering strength
2000-09-08 - life sucks
2000-08-30 - friends
2000-08-29 - piffle
2000-08-27 - missing pdx
2000-08-22 - maiden voyage